Sunday, July 17, 2011


Have not written a great deal lately. Partly because I had problems logging into the blog. Also because there has been a lot going on in my life. Some of it is work related but mainly it's been about progress. I'm learning more and more about myself as a person. I am developing a very deep connection with my Mistress. She is a great comfort to me. The fact that she wants to know me as a person means a great deal. Things are still in the early stages but so far they are going well. I feel inspired by her and wish to continue to develop myself as a person and become more for her. 
  I'm also writing more. I've published a book on Amazon Kindle books. Just a short collection of poetry and essays reflecting upon experiences and emotions I have discovered and grown into as a submissive. The writing came from the heart. I don't Harry Potter has anything to worry about just yet. LOL. This is a link to it. I hope to write further in regard to my development as both a person and a submissive. I don't think you can really separate the two. One develops the other.

Friday, July 8, 2011

Words; on a high

Words, a series of letters merely when you think about it, but they can have such power. A word such as Mistress. It's a word I have used a number of times. I've used at Nimhneach and at play parties. It helps to enhance the dynamic of a scene. But now that I am using the word to somebody who means a great deal to me it has taken on a completely different meaning. It's like an electrical charge flowing through my body. Belonging to somebody gives me a real sense of perspective and purpose. It's not merely a word. It's a statement.  
   And when she says words to me. Words such as "My boy" "My slave" My dog" "My footstool" Words that signify that I am hers, then I feel totally alive. You cannot live through another person but with the right connection you can find something that makes you appreciate the value of life, the value of love. I'm in a very good place at the moment.